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YY YZ JR
You and I, Together; Forever. (:
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i've graduated and im 18 now. 2010 is arriving. im lost. =/ what's the next step in life? so many things i wanna do but lack of capability. or should i say, it is all redundant in mum's eyes. ): gosh, i hate the feeling of being restricted! choices i made when i was younger, turns out to be a burden for me now. fret not, i will not give up. all these years of friendship destroyed because of one bastard. now i can never treat you the same as i did before. all the lies. never expected, especially from you. opening myself to new people. will i be able to do it? otherwise, will people open up to me? im working almost everyday now. turns out, work is becoming a part of me. work changed me. it's the people there that caused the influence. be it colleauges or customers. one thing to be happy for. (: so what's next? cooking class? a degree course? bike license? im gonna do these first, for now. ;) getting a bike license, then a bike without mum knowing is gonna be tough. guess this equals to suicide. ignoring it for once, coz this is what i want! yyy |