
the upcoming 2weeks is gonna be seriously tough, coz exam's approaching. i needa go school in the afternoon, work after school till 10pm, and study session till 2am? still wondering how am i gonna tide it through. if i can take out one of'em, it'd be so much more relieved for me! i opt for work! i've got no mood to dissipate any attention now, all my worries are exam. ): won't wanna fail any subject and fork out another 300 for retaking! tsk... it's really hard to compromise to everyone. why please people when you're not pleased? i should bear that in mind. it's not about the Golden Rule, 'treat others like how you want others to treat you', anymore. it's total bullshit. not that im cynical, but people fluctuates. they change like a gust of wind. scary, but real. thereby, gave me one of the greatest lesson of me life; have my own stand. when was the last time i had relishing moments? with all the school and work stess pilling up, im suffocating. the tyranny of time is driving me nuts. i need more time and less things to do. GOOD GRIEF. yyy
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