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You and I, Together; Forever. (:
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seriously, i dont know what exactly is on my mind right now. everything's running through at the same time.. let's start from work.. we, part timers were told to commit more hours to work coz some full timers are complaining how lightly we take things. no offence, i know.. after all, it's tiring to stand 10 hours for almost every day, doing/packing stocks, serving different kinds of customers. no doubts that they have their personal stuffs to attend to. however, i chose to take up part time job in the first place is becoz i have not much time to commit to work. that's why it's called 'part time'. looking from another point of view, it's time i commit more hours into work though. i cant expect others to compromise with me, whilst im enjoying myself away. something happened at work lately. it was not a big matter, but enough for me to feel really sour inside. i should have known better, that once i enter into this society, i should be more alert and strong enough to defend for myself. after all, momsie and popsie wont be here for me to protect me anymore. =/ im not intending to let my manager know or any colleagues, coz it's really stupid to make things big. i'd only be putting myself in an awkward and busy position. work, school and personal affairs alone are killing me already. i used to treat workplace like school. work mates as school mates. i believe it's all about making friends, treating people nicely and enjoying the time spent together and achieve the shop target together. little did i expect, it turned out to be exactly otherwise. i was given the greatest lesson of my life. people are busying jockeying for the highest position, commission money bonus, are all that matters. who the hell has time to make friends with you? lol.. school.. i have no hopes for this school anymore. all they value is money. i guess everyone should know by now. SIM cares only $$. their management suck. they are so free that they do random spot checks on attendance. lol..how ridiculous is that? i mean, i'd love to be given such job and earn an amount that requires much skills instead. set up the table chair computer and the system required. sit there for very long just to wait for us to be dismissed. and slowly tap our card onto the reader one by one and then report to the upper management. tt's all. tt's the job for the day. isnt that easy? then tell me, why is there a need for going to school to get knowledge? when you can be like SIM's management staff. maybe im underestimating their work duties, but apparently, they're not doing anything. =/ love... i understand it's not easy being in a relationship. all the, trust feeling commitments time effort etc, needed to keep it going on. there will always be a certain time you'll start to ponder if the other party is being true or not. whether he is serious in you, that you two will walk into the marriage life and spending forever together. this is something we all cant be certain about. and i do believe, many of you like me are always worrying will he dump you one day for another girl? this is not about being paranoid or over obsessive. but the level of difficulty to spend the rest of your life together with someone is there. there will be good times, bad times. good times where you'd be super loving, super happy. bad times, all the quarrelling arguments fights and nasty moments. just how many people can tolerate all these?tsk..............it's never easy being in a relationship anyways. nobody said it was easy. it's hard to fathom, very.. still, being alone is still the best. i guess im blabbering too much here. not sure if anyone of you understands what the hell i wrote. =/ yyy |