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im having a bad tooth and gum ache on my left. ): not that i do not brush my teeth, but becoz i've been lacking of sleep! ouch.... ): Angels & Demons! a thumbs up movie! i take my hat off whoever came up with this story line! it's totally amazing. exam is coming. i wanna revise but i hardly have the time to. if only they would understand how much time i need to study. i mean, it's only for 2 weeks! and then after that, i'll be working everyday, the whole day! i still dont get it. although i've been told to ignore and mind my own business. but im still alil disturbed by the way things are. i dont feel like a team, it's more like internal war. i was deceived by the surface of things. all along i thought they were nice people, friendly people to work with. i still want to believe that, but i've been proven wrong; very wrong. one moment they joke and be normal with you, and then when you're not around.. they start their little tittle-tattle sessions. all the complains, unhappiness, gossips. they do things that offended people too right? so why can't they be true? whatever things that caused you unhappiness, voice it out and we'll work things out. then everyone can move on peacefully. isn't that a better solution? i'd made my commitments. i try to work as much as possible, under my circumstance. i focus on closing more sales so as to reach closer to the target. i'll do whatever that is necessary, and then go home when shop's close. so now, i'd made up my mind. i do me, they do they. i was stupid to be nice, and end up receiving complains. now i understand why they come up with different names to address people. friends are friends. colleagues are colleagues. we can never put these 2 together. it's misleading and wrong. i hate to accept the ugly side of human, but............i guess i have no choice. =/ |