Sigh...so much is stressing up me now.
school seems redundant to me, this course does not lead to the career path i wanna go for. =/
i wanted Business, but.................now, i dont want Business.
not only that..i hate how SIM's management works. they value $$ more than education.
simplified term of saying : No money = No education. so unbelievable right?
so, im straining myself out by working real hard just to earn more $ and to spend? NOT. to pay the study loan! WHAT THE FUCK. i feel so no life now. omg, someone just end my life. at least if i die, ppl would burn me unlimited $$, even without me earning it.
i work to pay off my debts. gosh, i feel so worthless.. *frowns...

many options in my mind now
To quit school or not to quit?
To work more or not to work?
to this to that to this to that.
fuck.

yyy