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You and I, Together; Forever. (:
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i dont know why im still blogging, after all....it's not even one of my alternatives in the 'to-do' list. whatever.. anyways...hadn't been enjoying myself lately, instead i spent my days working! why not? i can earn $$, and i hope we can hit our target so i can earn more money! 'yknow what? im officially broke now. like, really broke kinda broke. broke broke. yea...broke, of the grandest kind. reason being, this month is a long month(31days), and quite a number of things i spent on. part of it : i should really stop shopping that much. =/ seriously....... on a second note, i've planned out this saving plan of mine. which i've started already and going on pretty well...i plan to save 4digits when i hit 19, and 5digits when im 21. high self-discipline i would say, but hey...if i succeed, i'll be rich!! then on, i can go shopping till i REALLY REALLY drop! :D apart from working, i gave myself some thoughts. lotsa flashbacks, soul-searching and recalling things..and lastly, incidents that turned me off! here's to people who are SO INTERESTED TO FIND OUT.more like, who would die without knowing... *rolls eyes* i got my results a few days back, what can i say? i passed Hr and Marketing. didn't sit for MA paper, so i needa retake it next sem. here comes the shocking part. THE RETAKE FEE IS 350! however, maybe the management will excuse me, by either cutting it lower or dont charge me! becoz i have medical reasons! (which is true..) 'oh please....i hope they dont charge me, i hope they dont charge me, i hope they dont charge me..................*cross fiingers* ' well, we'll see.... and for this point, i didnt studied hard enough. i should really buck up next sem! love and i had this quarrel a few days back, over something which we vaguely know...it was silly. but made us realised how important we are to each other. can say, a blessing in disguise. sometimes couples need to fight to figure out how important the other party are to them. (im not encouraging couples to fight though.) our journey together is coming to a year! my, am i anticipating it! this point? i admit im being unreasonable at times, like asking him to take down the moon for me. im gonna start being more understanding, though i already am. :X and ya! be good tempered. (: people who turned me off. i know it's biologically programmed for humans to be curious. or maybe, 3 8. like, exams or tests. when we get back our results, the first thing we wanna know is how much we scored the second thing is..how our friends scored? i mean, it's normal, yes..but dont you find going around asking everyone is alil weird? like, we're not even associated with you in any ways...all you do is to gossip behind our backs, emphasising to everyone how much you dislike us, or rather how much we didnt satisfy your needs for 'cool friends'. ask for what? wanna know how we score, and if we score lower than you, you can giggle in glee? or, showing off your grades? hah, childish.get a life yo! nobody compares with others anymore! people work hard to win themselves, to achieve their goals! that's the real challenge. tsk..... turned off level : 70% filthy rich people, are a pain in the ass. though they are rich, and money may seem like toilet papers to them, they are petty. so what if you have respectable status in the company? so what if you're earning huge? you have no soul, a walking corpse. they care no shit whether others are facing obstacles or not. their needs are needs, other peoples' needs are shit. that's basically how they're programmed to think. i heave a sigh of relieve that she didnt choose you! turned off level : 80% love and i were dining, and suddenly our romantic dinner was disrupted. by this really irritating lady. she was asking questions about this girl, whom i think they just met. more like interrogating her. trust me, the questions she asked, made the girl sound like she'd stolen something or committed crimes. whatever, it wasnt our business anyways. and suddenly, she was raising her voice like there's no tomorrow. she was lecturing this guy more like scolding...i figured out, she must be someone from church. and some Cg leader or something. for a moment, i felt like punching her real hard. like, how perfect is she in managing her own life and managing herself? from my point of view? i think she isnt doing so great either. =/ whatever. turned off level : 90% hah, i think i just made myself sound like im perfect. hell no! im too far away from perfection. these people just pisses me off, that's all! (: hitting the sack.g'night! yyy |