it's random, but i can't wait to move out when i hit 18. it's gonna be tough, yes i know.
all the financial probs, the managing schedule well, the chores etc....
but it's so much better than now.
people, define me kinship. i dont even know if that exist in my world. (sorry, im sounding emo)
end of the day, they're still living in the olden days. those traditional stuffs that matters. urm................continuing the family line, or whatever they call it.
a daughter to'em, is only a responsibility coz they're the ones who created me.

people will start telling me : 'don't be ridiculous, you know you're the one making things up. feeling the non-existent', you know how you're like, unreasonable;demanding (all the BS)' blablabla..
i say no, you weren't even in my shoes before. not even my sibling, coz we have different treatment at home. be it due to my character or my doings. whatever it is, im still me. i wanna live my life the way i want. 'we're a family! please spare a thought for us!!!!!! we dont like the way you do things or want things!' didnt see you thinking on my stand either. *screw it. they ought to accept me. and not throwing me out all the time. (second note, becoz they use this threat so often..i've decided to get my shit outta this 'home' )

enough of my rants. anyways, mark my words.
i'll do it by all means.
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