i realised, apart from work and studies. there're nothing else that interest me. urm, not forgetting shopping, going out with Love and bringing Jr out.
tsk, am i really growing old mentally. why do i see everyone's everyday shedule so different and packed up in a fun way. whereas mine, totally mundane. tsk...
but that doesnt imply im not living happily though. gosh, what is wrong. -.-

anyways, Happy 8th Month.
time's running really quickly, we're getting to know each other more; deeper; closer. to add on, getting to know more about each others' family members as well. pretty good a thing, isnt it? ;)
well, i wont expect much since time has its limits. i dont need a grand celebration, a gift exchange, a long day out together spending money nor any special plans.
just keeping one another in heart, be thankful for their presence in your life. keep the love going and growing. only this much, not too difficult or unreasonable i reckon.

disturbed; why do i feel that im not doing good enough not contributing more.
it's like, i havent reached the expectations he has for me. tsk, i dont know.
everything's quite futile. whatever i tried my best (or maybe not my best) to do, doesnt seem to even take effect.

FUCK EVERYTHING.
yyy