it's true when people say,
' it is never easy maintaining a relationship.'
you either feel insecure, or you're experiencing an un -genuine relationship and that is...either party isn't giving in real feeling.
another factor will be, it could be just infatuation or lust rather than love.
or, the main prior for getting into a rs is uncertain/wrong.
maybe just to satisfy personal needs, or to get self happiness.
tsktsk. relationship is hard to define anyway.

actually, your concern is what i need.
just a simple question of care, beats more than anything else.
sometimes i can't help but ask myself, is your feeling even true. or are you just playing around, trying new things out, to gain experience.
now i am insecure, but we will work things out. won't we?

yyy