i was startled when i heard the word 'second hand.'
though it's the first time she used this word on me.
but her actions all along showed it all.
second hand? am i so, low-graded that everything for me must be a second handed one? or, unwanted ones?
since when you used it on him. why is it that everything you all got for him are the good ones.
the new ones. the nice ones.
and me? the bad ones, the old ones, the ugly ones.
tsk, i shall not lament further.
'for even the dogs eat the crumbs given by its master.'


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