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You and I, Together; Forever. (:
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alright alright. been working since monday till now. and guess what, none is less than 6 hours. boooo. ): stood till my legs are horribly aching. anyways, few things i did for the past few days. bought myself a charcoal mask. ya, charcoal. it's black! went around scaring everyone in the house. haha. pierced my ear, again. yes, pierce the closed holes. i feel like wearing earrings suddenly. met new friends. been doing some exercises. and on and on. thing i remember vividly is, i've been secluding myself from church and 317. for whatever reason being, even i myself vaguely remember. somehow, im missing them. i miss going to church, i miss going to cg, i miss fellowshipping with'em, i miss sermons, i miss praise and worship, i miss being around'em. true enough, No Place Like Home. it's suffocating dwelling in a complete raw world. i don't have anyone i can relate to. can't really be myself. last thing i ever wished for, is to mix with anti-christs. it's so much harder to converse. i have to regenerate whatever i wanna say first, before actually verballing it out. it's argh..unbearable i felt the warmth and love upon seeing closed and beloved ones dropping by at tbs, even if it's just sheer passing by. whatever, just let me see their faces. haha. fellowship begets love. that's why, i miss them soooooo super much. :D You are my freedom, Jesus you're the reason. I'm kneeling again at Your Throne. Where would I be? without You here in my life. yyy |