it's 6.15 in the morning. not that i woke up early, instead i didnt sleep a single second ):
reason being, i ran out of EGGS-.- i need to finish baking my cake before 2pm.
heh, but they're buying cakes to stand-by as well la. so probably am wasting my time and effort. haha. nah, i shall bake it and finish it if no one else does.

and........

Meet my new baby! :D
momsie spent $300+ for this acoustic guitar. feels kinda, shiok..yet you know..bad over it.
nonetheless, it's a blessing. haha.

alright, finally..
i registered myself to SIM already. and guess what, that counter guy told me it's yet to be confirmed
): well, pray hard yea. people, pray for me (:

i guess it's the same thing huh. you gain something, yet you loses something.
same thing for me. bad things happened unto me, like several. nonetheless, the good ones ain't any lesser. so it's like, trials and tribulations together with blessings.

expenses are kinda high this month. momsie spent thousands over dollars just to fix her tooth. yes, tOOth. one cost $1000. tt's right, my heart skipped a beat. plus, the cost of my guitar.
and me pocket money. (tsk, i have not get my pay! ): ) plus junior, my honey's expenses. and my bro's.
gosh, i take my hat off my momsie. she's......you know. super noble. (:
on the contrary, popsie isnt really contributing much to the family. other than paying the inevitable bills of electricity and water supply. urm, ya.
that's the pain in my heart. if only things would go for the better.
i'll pray.

danney gave me a considerably long bs yesterday night. coz i was ambivalent about something something. and i was asked to rise up. like you know me, my confidence level for myself is 'this high' and it may go any lower at any time. simply becoz of my past and current troubles, of which i always lament about ):
which i would not relent to, and overcome it.
since, God chose me. who am i to deny myself? (:

rawr, it's 6.30 only.
i thought i typed suuuuper long already. yet only 15minutes' passed.


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