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YY YZ JR
You and I, Together; Forever. (:
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im in a turmoil. maybe im still dwelling in the nostalgic baby days. still being naive. i guess it's time for me to grow up, learning how to be independent instead of relying on others so much. that make me look like a leech, you can't really get it off unless you burn it or cut off your flesh. definitely, everyone has their own problems and workloads. i can't expect a 100% attention from people. but fact is, im willing to go the extra mile. to show a person 110% attention if he/she needs it. i'll be there no matter what. that's my perspective. perhaps is why, that made me assume that others would do the same as well. like this saying goes, ' people don't care how much you know, until they know how much you care.' which isn't for my case. i believe in 'people don't care how much you care, until they know how much you know' more. which i also believe more in, 'people don't care how much you care, they only care how much you own'. friends who shares through thick and thin. friends who talks about practically everything under the sun. friends who shops together. friends who're closest of close. friends who love each other. friends who'll accept flaws. friends who'll be there. friends who'll stand by you. all these, seems like sheer 'phrases' to me. at the end of the day, friends will one day be strangers. regardless of the bonding once shared, and the determination to hold on. afterall, it's self benefits that tops all. what hurts the most, is that you're only remembered as a tool. as a helpline. and not a loved one. i know above all sounds cynical. but i can't help it, it's what i've been facing right now. i guess i really should learn to stand alone. and i really need to grow stronger emotionally. yyy |