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You and I, Together; Forever. (:
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certain things i noticed of ever since i stepped into this working society. 1) money plays a big part in your life. how much everyone desires for idyllic; unbridled lives is equivalent to the amount of stars in the sky. considering the fact that, nothing is perfection wakes people up from such dreams. the tyranny of resources covers almost everything to make a person feel helpless. you worry about money, job, health etc all the time. my main point is money. we want money, we need money and we lack of money. like the normal procedure when deciding to purchase something. ' is this me want? or is this me need?' when it's something me need, we move on to the last question. 'is this something me lack of?' yes yes, money can't pursuit happiness. which i totally agree, and would raise every limbs i have to show it. but you know..in this society, money really is essential. tsk. just when i found out more about SIM. 'you'll need to pay the admission fee, the course fee, the application form fee. followed by, purchasing your own Notebook.' My heart skipped a beat. 2) your pillar of strength is yourself. you don't have mummy daddy with you to settle everything anymore. even if you sit down in the middle of the shopping mall, crying out loud won't resolve anything, anymore. sad thing is that, the word 'anymore' is used. say byebye to the halcyon baby days, and hello to the terrifying adulthood. just when you wished your mummy is there to fulfil your tasks for you, thinking of your favourite bed at home, your good-old-buddy the television. you're actually a few more seconds away from committing another mistake, and begets music from your superior. you're down, heavy and blue..nobody is actually there like your bestfriend in school days to spur you up, coz everyone's busy jockeying for the highest position. tsk. nonetheless, they do have some kind sides la. apart from that, i'd turn to God to seek comfort. coz he is greater than any pillar of strength you can ever have. (: 3) work drives you mad. it's super different from school times. where you can psycho the teachers to compromise with your schedules. where punishments felt like a breeze of wind. where lepak-ing is the thing that you look forward to everyday. tsk, work is.... your boss order you around, like as if you're attached with a sensor to their remote control specially made for you. you can't really say NO to something they asked you to do that you resent, lest ' you're fired' is what you'll be leading yourself to. painstakingly, you see yourself as one work-zombie. 4) payday. it's a sadness in disguise. 'paydays' are suppose to be the happiest days of the month. it's when you feel the exultation in you surging like balloons rising to the sky. the fount of joy. but when you actually look at the amount, properly, immaculately.. it's when the thunder strikes in your heart. ' huh....?! i put in me blood and sweat (ok la, not so exaggerate. haha.) and this puny amount is what i get? %$#&%($^)$@$%$*&^(*)**$%' i should say, that probably is the cause of heart-attacks. it's 5.05am. im still awake, noting down my thoughts on reality. im sucha twerp.-.- yyy |