the greater you wanna be, the higher you fall, the bigger the blow.
just, no matter how hard one tried.
end of the day, every strenuous effort means nothing when no chances are given.
we can't choose how we look like, neither can we choose how we're like by nature.
so is it one's fault for being borned this way?
one tried, one initiated.
yet, one received no response.


one is tired.
one is being pessimistic again.
one is.....falling back to one's past self, again.
yet one is, fighting back.


yyy