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You and I, Together; Forever. (:
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guess all along, acceptance never exist. it was masked with sham and pretense. yet again, i won't relent. even with every strenuous effort needed, i'd definitely fight for him. be it beyond my ability. coz all i know is, he is the greatest thing that has happened to me. i don't give no damn. i respected and even loved. i did my best to bring us together, yet the answer i received was ' we don't even need you here.' indeed. i never really was a gift, more like an accident that left them with no choice. i thank God again yet again. nonetheless somehow, my gratitude and love just wane as each day passes by. it's my fault i reckon. prolly becoz im not lovely and divine like your precious first. never did i ask you to shower excess love to me, all it takes is just one word of affirmation. yet it seems so breath-taking for you. all's just so painful, i can't let'em out. afraid that one day, my feelings will be made known. be it a responsibility or a 'no alternative' , you could have left me on the lurch. i need none of this. definitely, i don't want. suppose it's me that made them develop a bad impression on him. how can i expect a pup accepted by a family, when it's owner wasn't even accepted by her family once? haha, how silly of me. am a dreadful sinner, i caused him his pain. i don't need any of this. yyy |