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You and I, Together; Forever. (:
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The pain when someone prejudiced you is negligible. however, the pain when someone crucifies you is definitely unbearable. the world filled with sham and hypocrisy. time will show a person's true colour. and i don't know how long more it'll take to show mine. i mean, if everyone thinks i suck then so be it. By all means, make me perish in this world. im not some infallible person, neither am i that divine. you can't expect everything that i do to be stark perfection. if it's by my appearance, that may seem crude then turn your eyes off me. screw it. better off, look at yourself in the mirror. who doesn't have a stern face? 'pretentious' is the villain. everyone says im fake, everyone says im pseudo-looking. like uh huh? im born ed to look like this, born ed to be like this. i guess everyone thinks i have an ugly soul. im always bombarded with funny assumptions of how depraved, how perfidious i am. defamatory remarks came crashing on me one by one. warnings were given to everyone, saying im treacherous, so please be aware. stay away. try me or try harder. get to know me more, then judge me. what's with the cockamamie? rather, which hair or mine offended you when i vaguely remember that i know you. Certainly, i don't live for anyone. absolutely, attention is not what im seeking here, though i appreciate every strenuous effort spent to spoil my reputation. Nonetheless, i shall forgive, like Him who has forgiven me. (: why do i need to face people's judgements towards me? why can't i live my own life without irritating freaks obstructing me? i have tons and tons of doubts uncleared. but i guess it's inexplicable? yyy |