i'm dead beat!

it really isn't a pleasant thing being called in class 5times straight in a day, getting scared awake twice.
well, O level's coming. That's why nasty teachers keep bombarding us with copious amount of worksheets, TYS, etc.
Hey, we shall reap what we sow. so lets mug together! :D

No longer enjoying THAT kinda life i use to own.
slight changes occured, to my dismay. hate that it's a fact, but still needa accept it though.
i have no alternatives. =/
seeing peers around me receiving joy of purchasing new clothes, really is heart warming (:
on the contrary, envy.

why? what is wrong with you?
why are you still so persistent?
take it as a momentary break, but hey.
it's about time, you have a family to support.
why are you bleating every single day, when you're not even putting in effort to make it work.
i beseech you. crusade your rigid thoughts.

feel the despair.
yyy