sorry for not blogging for sucha looooooooooooooooooong time. :b
didnt really have the mood anyways.

was laughing lyk mad these few days. first was tuesday, we took 172 with Eric, then we di siao him. i mean evelyn disiao him, me and june's laughing. i was the loudest, which was lyk so paiseh that we have to use the house tee to cover our faces. L0LS.
then wed, the instructor asked us to solo. i was nervous lyk siao, imagine u in the class of 20ppl. and you have to solo with other 5 ppl. l0ls, but luckily i didnt miss a note. ;)
then after cca, took 172 home. and me,ju and eve're lyk crapping lyk siao. the A-Z language. L0LS. laughed all the way to cck interchange. again, i was the loudest..haha. :X
then today, we're crapping in the class..laughed and laughed non stop still.
after sch, we walked from the bustop oppo sch, all the way to the next bustop at the 'forest' there. l0ls. so tiring la. sang and laughed my hearts out tgt with ju and eve. then in bus, played with the rabbit sweet. l0ls. damn funny la. couldnt stop laughing. again, i was the loudest. :X

maybe it was a mistake putting me in 3i. the....best class? i know NOTHING. whatever mr tanS teach, i totally CANNOT understand. drop my pures, take combined. that will the ending this year. :)
i know there must be a reason for me being in 3i, but i just cant find it. i guess, there's a mistake made ba? i suppose.
im sucha pathetic fool during econs lessons. miss lee asked sucha simple Q, everyone echoed, except me. staring blankly into the air. absorbing pieces of shit into my brain.
i cnnt cope with all those subjects. to my dismay, my maths too. begining to feel that my brain's rotting. even sucha simple emaths Q , i also cant solve it. coordinate geometry. then i realise, all along, im only pretening to be smart. thinking that actually im still of a use. but i guess i was wrong? i was only imitating the steps, i guess. i was just acting all along.
why cant i just admit and accept the fact that i belong to the 'pathetically low ability' group of ppl.

fucked up.

i've got pea brain.
[hurr hurr. that yingyi is sucha idiot]
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