hoo-ha!
tmr's last day of exam! [*CLAPS!*]
gonna fail though.

toOk emaths paper 2 and chi lit today. maths was fine ba. except for the first Q. i 4gt tt i actually've got a CALCULATOR beside me. then i used mental, in the end also wrong la. found out only when the mdm's collecting the paper. dots. [wth]
ok, nvm.
then after tt was chi lit. i was lyk fully prepared. then did the first Q. and asked for another, coz not im not really confident with the ' ou ran'. so went to do the 'she diao' instead. then section D was lyk, choOse 2Q outta 1...AND I WENT TO DO BOTH. ok la, i only found out when it's lyk left 5 more mins? it's pure stupidity, i know. =)
but at least i managed to finish all..haha..=b

went jp for breakfast+lunch with jen at Macs. talked abt our past. the days during pri sch tym. raked up the past. quite saddening though. thinking of how im treated in the past by ppl, friends and some teachers. it's really #$%##442 la.
come to think of it, my childhood live isnt really a good one. from the day i stepped into kindergardens tilL now, it really isnt a good one ba. i will nvr 4get. how im treated and isolated. and i'll nvr 4get how ppl discriminate and criticise.
thought of wad happened during pri 6. then i realised, i cant trust friends.
and thought of wad happened during sec 1. then i realised, i d0nt have any privacies.
and thought of wad's happening now, then i realised, imma person in a mask.

it all matters in wad i sae. just becoz i said the chi paper was easy? just becoz i sae the milo they blended was tasteless[which was a fact]? and just becoz i said smth outta my point of view. can lead to misunderstandings and quarrellings. wad's this? if im really tt offensive, then so be it.

i cnnt nvr open my heart to accept someone.

collecting.
[gonna pia for chem and a-maths!]
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