AH. im sO gOing crazy...i tried alL ways, to 4get u, this stupid fat-ass.
thOse words just keEp appearing in my mind. those compares tt u made. i tried forgetting it, but they just w0nt FREAKING scram! alL alOng, alL these while, i just couldnt seEm to erase it off.

i lOst confidence ever since. thought tt i'd gotten complete control of my emotion. but as time passes by, i began to feEl more and more inferior. everything appeared to be fine. but recently, it came back again.

I SO SO SO SO SO hate this fucking fEEling. thanks to you this stupid fat-ass...alL the comparisms u made..im not blaming anyone. i just hate the things happening to me.
hah! didnt know that a few simple words tt i used to hear everyday in the past, has become a dark shadow in my life.

WHATEVER. [BLA. u just freaking ruined my life..=D]

'the greater the feeling of interiority that has been experienced, the more powerful is the urge to conquest and the more violent the emotional agitation.'
so pardon me if i'd being toO offensive these few days ya? =)

tOday had NAPFA test. aiiyas..fail la, fail la..hate doing standing broad jump. loOked lyk one freaking faggot with long hands and long legs tt loOk lyk half of a size of a bamboO swinging here and there..-.- freakingly disgusted everyone.
and also, shutter run. aiiyas...it's lyk one stick insect running...tOtalLy sucked alot la..fucking helL. i tOtalLy disgusted everyone, including myself.

HAIIIYAS! #$^%$($76%&670%^#$%1341@8%!!! IRRITATED.

but welL, nvm..=) at least i laughed myself out in 172 bus today after NAPFA while going home..=D

u're just a NOBODY to me, but why're ur words so fucking 'impressive' ?
yyy