headaches! it's terrible. had it tOday. the feELing is worst than @#$%$*%^!@#$!(^&$.

wasnt being myself tOday. just d0nt know why. tOtalLy nt focusing in everything i do. and even wrote stupid answers for the EL compre. -.-
wasnt focusing during chem test toO, and realised. i made many careless mistakes for tt paper..[ tsk..tsk.. ]
just couldnt control myself tOday, d0nt know why. did things w/o thinking. just nOt being myself.

suddenly brOke down during EL lesson. OMG! wad am i dOing?! -.-
nah..it's only lyk seconds. gOt hold of myself. and pretended nth happened..=)

ok, i neEda grOw fat. and it's a MUST ! gOnna stuff alL kinds of foOd into my mouth. eat eat eat and eat during the march holiday. and, i wilL succeed! =D *twist! *
target : 55kg! =)

oh ya. played push balL tOday. -.- this activity is STRICTLY UNRECOMMNEDED FOR CHILDREN! first round was with 3F..omg! their girls, alL muscular one. they only 3 girls pushing, and can beat us alL.. [WHAR!]
the whole thing's so VIOLENT! gOt scratched by some wildcats from 3F. it was painful..=(
i d0nt lyk it. haha!

yy's abit weird tOday.
YA! AGREE! =D

ah! brO's accepted by CJC.. =DD [YEAH! ]felt so happy for him..! =) was so worried tt he'd realLy gOnna stay at JJC forever...*phew! =D haha.. *claps!* LET'S CELEBRATE! =D

[i try to teach my heart not to want the things it cant have.]
yyy