ahhhhhhh...stUpid saturday mOrning...wOke up and had nth to do at alL...-.-

30 n0v - -

finalLy , my 14th birthday! =) wEnt out early in the morning at 10.45am..mEt evelyn at lOt one...wE wEnt to the temple at bugis there to pray...then after tt wE just shOpped arOund..bOught a shirt...tOOk neoprints...blabla...haha...realLy enjoyed myself on tt day...had a grEat laugh with her...haha...she realLy brightens up my day...it's just sO sad without j.u around...otherwise it wilL be a perfect day fOr me..=)) haha...

hmmm...was realLy tOuched by evelyn...only she bOthered to celebrate with me ba? =)) haha...lOVe her to bits..!

was intending tO spEnd my day with her tilL late night...but mum said she bOught a cake and asked me to be hOme early...u seE...the rEason why i d0nt lyk spEnding my time with my parents or family is nt cOz i dislike them or find them very out dated u n0e...they actualLy fOrgotten my birthday ya? until i tOld them i wanna gO out the fOllOwing day , and they start to nag...then i have to shut them up by telLing them tmr's my bdae, bla bla...im sick of it already ya? =) the whOle celebration at hOme was a ' so - not - nice ' one...nO dinner...nO invited guests...just cut the cake and eat...that's alL...=)) just becOz my parents are sooooo busy tt they cant even dig out some precious time of theirs tO make it more appropriate...Of cOz i d0nt blame them...but that's toO far away frOm my dReam birthday party ya? =)

it's my birthday..and i gO where i wanna gO...dO wad i wanna dO...if u d0nt wanna celebrate it with me then sO be it..i d0nt u to put on an act infrOnt of me...convincing me tt ur sO sincere...maybe 30 nov is cOnsidered as nothing to u ppl...but it is tO me...vEry...the day i've beEn loOking fOrward to...turned out to be the day one can never ask fOr..it's sO hOrrible...everyone's acting lyk sO ' mian qiang'

yOu came alL the way frOm jurong wEst just to pass me the present...exactly on 12am...30 n0v...im tOuched yes...and when i opened it i was more than happy..ur present was just...toO goOd...=)) but wad's the mEaning of this? u n0e i wilL falL deEper...once again...i take my hats off u...

yEar 2005 , 30 n0vember...yy's birthday...the wOrst birthday she cOuld ever have...tt day was supposingly to be a special and happy day fOr her...but it turned out to be a fuckingly shite day fOr her...yes, it's an unforgettable one...and i wilL always remember tt this day...SUCK...

[im a nobody]
yyy