they sae it depends on u to choOse wad kind of moOd u wanna have everyday...if u choOse to be happie..then u'lL be happie...but if u choOse to be sad...then u'lL be sad...hmmmm..fOr me...i choOSe to be neither ba...=)

these fEw days...my attitude towards everything changed...showing no interest into anything...even my girl girl..she's so cute! but once i carry her out...decided to play with her...i just realised tt...nah...i d0nt feEl lyk doing anything...nOt even sleEping...
and to my horror...im nt even showing any interest to HIM lyk i did befOre...no no no...nt even a single thing tt can catch my attention...

i've also realised tt im being very cOld to most of my peErs..welL..i just d0nt have the moOd...or maybe....welL...wadeva...
i n0e im nt in my usual self nowadays...i wish i could change...but something's stopping me from it and i have no idea wad's that...the hatred in my heart seEms to grOw deEper and deEper each day...im starting to lose interest to everything...i cant falL aslp at night...i get angry over spilLed milk...i feEl lyk crying now and then...im attituding people around me...i just felt tt...life is so meaningless for me...i just hate everything!


25 days to my birthday...im nt even loOking forward to it...

[i hate everything!]
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